Unfair Betrayal

I happen to visit her today
I find her rather cute
Why we bond, I can't say
She just smiles and remains mute

I sit next to her
Succeed to make her smile
She gently touches my face
I feel blessed to have walked a mile

Someone cries, she does too
Carry me, she says
And extends her hand
I feel an instinct true
That makes me change my ways
Holding her in arms, there I stand

The clock ticks.. I must go
And thus, I get to know
A very bitter fact of the world
That to be on her own, she is hurled

I am 24, can't adopt her
Her future and my eyes.. both blurred

Heartlessness finds
a new definition in my heart
Never will I forget,
The pain of the betrayal dart

-6:24 pm ( 12th Dec 10)



- on meeting suhani of pakhar sankul, a small orphanage @ solapur and feeling things i cannot express...we bonded really well.. made me cry thinking how brutal ppl are... leaving their own children.. devoid of mother.. devoid of father.. devoid of love that is their right..

I am a child and unsettled in life.. Else nothing would have stopped me from adopting her.. :'(