Perfidious ????

On personal level, I don't know you
You don't know me
But I have an enormous crush on you
Everywhere, you, I see

I have not told you yet
Don't know when will tell
Yesterday only when we met
My heart wanted to yell

I am attached to you too much
I can't think of anyone other
My condition is weird as such
Seeing someone new is a bother

It is not that I am committed
But I am emotionally staunch
My feelings are all ignited
Just waiting to launch

I constantly feel I m a cheat
When actually I am not
Between us, there may not be heat
But I really like you a lot

Why do I feel what I do
When, I m NOT cheating on you ??
Is this me, or it happens to all
Once in Love, maybe they fall ??

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So, pals tell me what is wrong
Why did I write this simple song ??
I know I m not perfidious
But the situation for me is tortuous
Help me, before myself I blame
And for no reason, live in shame...

This may be unreasonable or rash
But actually this is what I am feeling
You can say that I deserve a good bash
If that is what it takes for the needed healing

Waiting for your answers, I am here
I am sure you all will come up with many
I want your help to make me happy and cheer
So, do come up with lots of ideas zany.....

-->Original by me
Sanket Karkare
8th August 08