Will I ever find someone???? :(

I always live in a dream
Where I am full of joy
But to me, why does it seem,
that this is only a happy-dream toy

I am totally into someone
We are having a great life
No worries, just a lot of fun
Oh! snap, the dream got killed with "awakening" knife.

Where are you for whom I am waiting?
Are you near me ? Are you miles away?
Where are you with whom I would like to be dating?
For you, I am ready to turn my nights to days....

I am so lonely, no one to hear
I am yearning for someone to be always near
My so called friends are just for the namesake "dear"
Because they don't listen to me when I am all in tears.

And you, the special someone I want
Why are you aggravating my misery?
In my thoughts you come and haunt
Come to me, End my wait, make me free...

Your wait is killing me, I am losing my mind
Are you enjoying to see me in pain?
I don't care if you are a sadist kind,
Your happiness due to my misery will be my gain

If you want to see me like this
Do not come to me, Do not alleviate my agony
But do keep loving me, so that my trances are a bliss
Atleast my dreams will be joyous and sunny

The wait may never end, But I surely willl
I am prepared to accept this bare fact
Only hope to meet you, once for real
Can't I just do this, Isn't there any tact??

I really need someone to vent in front of
Don't know who that is going to be
Who will listen to me, without giving a scoff
Life's exuberant side, who will make me see???

-->Original by me
Sanket Karkare
17th july 08