Why can't any moment everlast???

Yesterday, together were we both
My feelings for you had rushed back
I had forgotten my earlier oath
"My love for you was to be put away in a pack"

All my feelings came out in a hurry
I again wanted to kiss and fondle you
I wanted the moment to arrive in a scurry
My feelings for you astronomically grew

I lay my head in your lap
I was impulsively fondling your hand
All i wanted was now to take a nap
Then I was awoken by reality wand

I came back to my senses
You were not in love with me
There were issues that stood as fences,
I realized, we were not meant to BE...

But the moment which I cherished
While in your lap was momentous
Still, as any other moment, it perished
Why am I suffering from 'NOT-BEING-WITH-YOU' cuss???

If I had one wish to ask
I would want that moment to everlast
In your lap, I wanna always bask
Oh! Love fairy, come and some spell you cast.....

-->Original by me
Sanket Karkare
19th july 08