Why do I still love you???? :-(

This is like a continuation to the poem

"NEVER FALL IN LOVE WITH THE ONE U CAN NEVER GET.."

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Why do I still love you???? :-(

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What I had thought...

The love for you is a thing of past
It's over now , it didn't last


What my heart has taught....

I had thought, feelings were vanished
coz I know it is tooooo late
But when i saw you today
I was in a frozen state

This gave me a sign
My heart still thinks, u r mine
In pain... Oh!! it whines
But u r married, you both shine
And are happy on cloud nine
Sigh! I have to deal with it, just be fine

The realization has dawned.......

I am yet not sure
with u, am I over?
Coz still your thoughts
in my mind DO hover

Erasing ur sketch, i had thought
would be an easy task
I tried to forget u
even wore an unknown mask
In sweet memories,
I still do bask
Am I in love, with you?
The question i ask
I am suffocating inside
Like energy in a flask

It is becoz My possesive heart
is not willing to let u go
My mind tries to resist
but the heart says NO

Ultimately, I have to exist
accepting the fact
I have to control the feelings
and be normal or atleast act
I have to train myself
n develop this tact

What now? In thoughts i m drowned......

After realizing all this
I accept that I still love you
It doesn't matter whether u r wed
My love is still true
I am even ready to wait
Till a life new
and such feelings of mine
are for people very few
I know you won't care at all
even if this fact u knew
Still still I do love you
n it is as fresh as a drop of dew


-->original by me
Sanket karkare
4&5/3/08