Alone

Pity me, for I am sad
Understand me. Don't get mad

Leaving the comfort zone
Is not my cup of tea
Considering myself as alone,
a crying version, you'll always see

Change ? Nopes. Can't handle it
But, also get bored of routine bit by bit

So, what do I want ?
Umm. I want to go home
Never go out of the room
Never ever roam

New people ? Xenophobia. I need more aid
Don't try to mix, else I 'll fade
Of nothing but sloppy emotions I am made
Time to cry again, for goodbye I've bade

If this wasn't enough, I dissuade others too
When they should roar, I make them moo

I misplace my emotional outburst
And end up in a row
Thinking that reverting would clean the dust
I go to the person and bow

Still the person did not budge
Then against him , others I will nudge
This is the way of showing my grudge
I fudge the act of being soft like a fudge

My heart cries, but no one to hear
Oh, come on !! Who will ? No one's here
I don't have any close peer
Didn't I just tell about my fear ?

Forgot to mention
I do have friends few
Don't catch up even with those
So, surely can't have any new ?

Why doesn't my life revolve around people ?
I question and answer myself this doubt
Its coz I think that our friendship will finally cripple
You ARE crazy, I heard you shout

This is what I am
Am alone always
Was n will be alone
Its my ultimate phase

Not living life when the time is mine
Living on cloud 1 when others are on nine
For stupid reasons not to think but whine
Is what my life is in one line


--> Original by me
Sanket Karkare
17th Sept 09