Are Love and Hate actually synonyms??

Do I love you?
Or Do I hate you?
I think either way, I like you
Yes, That is a fact, it's true

Thinking of u in a hateful way,
I spend my full night and day
Isn't it love only?? what say??

And sometimes i like to harass you
Which makes me cruelly smile
So what is this?? What r these feelings new?
Why do I feel this for a long while??

Is it that I love you in actual sense
Which makes me tense
when I am near your presence??

Is it that I love you sooo much
That, to hate you, I fake
Why do I show feelings such?
The other road, I take??

Is it because, excessive disgust
Is just another form, as such,
of showing my adoration ?
Or is it because, I just
Love you so much,
that this is my way of seeking attention ???

I am in a puzzled maze
I dont know what to do
And my confusion, my daze :-
"Love n hate are actually synonyms, is it true?"

-->original by me
Sanket Karkare
9th April 08